lOsT lOvE

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LOst LOve

What happened to our love?
It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
Then soon caught the night
You were my one and only love
Cared for you too much
Then something happened
And slept with that man
You deceived me
I never felt so desperate
But I try to forgive you now
And try not to think about before
I love you so much
It just hurts to ponder now Everything
I have Is because of you Everything
I bought Was because of you
I just love you so much
I'm scared to lose you


I loved you more than
I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes
I had Many mistakes I have had


Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul.
Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love.
'Tis night brings tender passing,
healing thine soul with glorious blunder.
Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams.
Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate.
Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.



I thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall
My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain Instead of joy and bliss




When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there
The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity
The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express
Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing
Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain
For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent




What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?


Time Clicks as I await
The hour ends before my take
Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes
The day grows old as night passes
Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating
Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing
Silence begins the day
as morning comes without notice
Tears begin to fall, slowly
The day moves on without hope
Wishing to be what is not to be
The sun moves to its peak
without a whisper or retreat
Time moving, but still empty
Stomach aching, curling
Still waiting